Yes, I'm sure.

There will a time to miss someone. To miss every conditions in past. To miss some bright laughs in the past. To miss some experiences during that year. To miss that kind of love. To miss that kind of feeling.

I always say to myself to be strong as I can. And become stronger each day. Yet, there's a time when you feel you are so fragile. You can't hold those feelings again. And they become tears. Tears from the deepest heart. Tears of frustrating.

Now, I have a bright beautiful life. I love this life. Really. But sometimes I miss my tose moments. I miss my old laugh and smile. I miss everything that I had in the past. Doesn't mean I have given up from this now-life. I just....miss it.

I just wanna run as the fastest and become a winner in the finish line. I am not weak. I would and could catch everything that I want. I will prove to you all, someday I will be useful for the world and my parents would be happy and proud.

Now, I'm holding my guitar back and playing this song,

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

12.20 am;

in my peaceful room with full-dreamed brain,

Nisrina Prabaswari